How to love
Love with your whole heart—
Your mind
Your body
And soul.
It sounds cliche
But try it.
It’s the hardest fucking thing you will ever do.
Akin to peeling back your skin
Revealing your veins and saying
Look
This is me
Naked
I am yours
The pulsing of your blood
From the chambers of your heart
Down to your loins
All visible for him to see
Just where to cut you
with the lies in his heart—
His mind
His body
And black and gutless soul.
It hurts.
But pain
Is proof of life
And life is good.